The Day That I Was Wishing For?

Actually, Tuesday was the day where my schedule was packed.

But not today...

Today, I finished my last assignment for this semester.. (oh victory~)

And today, there was no lecture, no tutorial, just LSP401 class.

And it was the last LSP class, by the way.

I sensed that my LSP teacher's eyes was quite watery or was it my imagination?

Because I think I am oversensitive sometimes.

Thinking too much and reading too much into someone's facial expression.

If it was not my imagination, then she was good in camouflaging her emotion cause she kind of tried to cheer up by mentioning something funny.

I guess she's gonna miss us like we are certainly gonna miss her..

She asked us to keep in touch, and acknowledge that me and another student named Avinesh can consult her in the future to ask about our next English paper we are going to take.

Well, I was thinking about taking Creative Writing, just like my sister, cause I like writing fiction compared to non-fiction. Ah, I wish, if I need not to repeat this paper, lah..

At the end of the LSP class today, my classmate, Hafizah, took out the wrapped gift and card that the whole class bought for our LSP teacher, Puan Kanchana Devi.

Aww~

And Puan Kanchana was surprised, and yet, she could make jokes about the word "Tq" inside the card we wrote for her. I told you, she was a sporting teacher, and with a lots of sense of humour too. I wish if I am going to take my next English paper, I can be taught by her, or at least, someone like her.

Oh, was it the day that I was wishing for?

A day without lecture? (of course I wish for this day!)

A day with the last class? (Err? Unsure? Depend on the class, I guess..)

A day where the last assignment was accomplished? (definitely, I wish for this day)

So, today was the day I was wishing for.. There may be farewell, but at least, we had immortalised the sweet memories inside our brain.

As Puan Kanchana said, we have to fly, and not repeat this paper and be confined in USM cage.
We have to see the world. Maybe we like university life, but there's more to life than just being comfortable, or being safe at your comfort zone. Yup, I agree completely..

Ok, so bubbye.. Gonna fly to my dreamland now.. ;)

The Day That I Was Wishing For?

Actually, Tuesday was the day where my schedule was packed.

But not today...

Today, I finished my last assignment for this semester.. (oh victory~)

And today, there was no lecture, no tutorial, just LSP401 class.

And it was the last LSP class, by the way.

I sensed that my LSP teacher's eyes was quite watery or was it my imagination?

Because I think I am oversensitive sometimes.

Thinking too much and reading too much into someone's facial expression.

If it was not my imagination, then she was good in camouflaging her emotion cause she kind of tried to cheer up by mentioning something funny.

I guess she's gonna miss us like we are certainly gonna miss her..

She asked us to keep in touch, and acknowledge that me and another student named Avinesh can consult her in the future to ask about our next English paper we are going to take.

Well, I was thinking about taking Creative Writing, just like my sister, cause I like writing fiction compared to non-fiction. Ah, I wish, if I need not to repeat this paper, lah..

At the end of the LSP class today, my classmate, Hafizah, took out the wrapped gift and card that the whole class bought for our LSP teacher, Puan Kanchana Devi.

Aww~

And Puan Kanchana was surprised, and yet, she could make jokes about the word "Tq" inside the card we wrote for her. I told you, she was a sporting teacher, and with a lots of sense of humour too. I wish if I am going to take my next English paper, I can be taught by her, or at least, someone like her.

Oh, was it the day that I was wishing for?

A day without lecture? (of course I wish for this day!)

A day with the last class? (Err? Unsure? Depend on the class, I guess..)

A day where the last assignment was accomplished? (definitely, I wish for this day)

So, today was the day I was wishing for.. There may be farewell, but at least, we had immortalised the sweet memories inside our brain.

As Puan Kanchana said, we have to fly, and not repeat this paper and be confined in USM cage.
We have to see the world. Maybe we like university life, but there's more to life than just being comfortable, or being safe at your comfort zone. Yup, I agree completely..

Ok, so bubbye.. Gonna fly to my dreamland now.. ;)

Being Mysterious for One Night........

In~~




Ta-daa!!!

MASQUERADE NIGHT!!!

Happening on 28th March 2009,
(which btw, was also the Earth Hour Night)

and.......

Can you spot me??

Okay, see the clue from the picture below..

Melissa (my sis) and yours truly, ;) Taking pic inside the USM bus

I wore all black, straight hair, and urm, they said I followed Rihanna's style?? Honestly, I am not a big fan of Rihanna, but asal dia famous, I don't mind being her clone for one night. hehe.. ;)
I mean, I was not the one who chose this fashion. Actually, my sis was my stylist for the night.
And huh~she got the idea to style me up from Rihanna's fashion. Minus the umbrella of course.


My sis and her boyfriend (Ah Fook),and guess what?His name is Wong Tian Fook, and cut it short, become WTF.
Man, I pity him because people take the chance to curse while calling his name.. (-_-)

Okay, so our party was held at Naza Hotel, Penang, somewhere near the beach, but not facing the seaside.. URm, sorry no picture to prove this statement, but come to Penang and see for yourself if you doubt me.

Now, let the night begins.

One of the earliest performance a song performance by the penyanyi jemputan dari Engineering Campus. Future engineers discovering their artistic side.. Hmm..
They performed two songs, forgot the songs' title because too syok drinking the soup, our second dish that time.

I only know the one in the middle is Jude.The two guys yang syok menyanyi beside him, no lo se.

Then, there were performance by ex-Exco members. Such a fun and sporting performance by the ex-Excos.. Two thumbs up!!
While I was concentrating to eat the pineapple fried rice (yummy!!), suddenly the MC called on the juniors to go onstage to perform *cough* and I ignored the call, but later had to go onstage cause have to beri muka (yang hodoh ini).. tsk.. tsk..

Rihanna, eh, no lah, that's me (left) with Marcella (Mulan of the night) and Meredith (Rosalinda of the night)
This masquerade night turned into celebrity nite pulak!! :P

Look how much kayu and static I looked compared to the two divas beside me..
[Admiring Marcella and Meredith..] (*=*)
I was extremely embarassed that time because my voice could not come up.
URggh!! URggh!! Struggling to raise my voice but failed.
Well, I could follow Rihanna's fashion style but in terms of voice, sorry bebeh!!

After performance..

(cis, this post become cacat cause I accidentally deleted one pic here while I want to edit.. tsk.. tsk..)


Ei, ei where is everybody??

Oh, patutla nobody. Cause they are all taking position to pose in front of camera. Okay, so I pun tak mau kalah.. ;)

I joined the seniors to take photos with masks. Have to make full use of the masks cause this was the only chance to wear them..

Come on girls!! Show our masks off!!

After the party, modelicious moment.. Have to make full use of the attires and masks we wore cause not everytime can wear them.. So have to immortalize the moment inside photos... ;)


Mellisa (centre) being sandwiched between Chua sisters.. ;)

After that, we were camwhoring all through the night... (Yawn~)

Oh what a madilicious night.. Hope the next year we will have something fun and creative like this again.. But with sufficient food, of course..!! (I was quite hungry after the party..)


Still want to upload some pics but that's enough for tonight.. Remember, assignment first..!!

Being Mysterious for One Night........

In~~




Ta-daa!!!

MASQUERADE NIGHT!!!

Happening on 28th March 2009,
(which btw, was also the Earth Hour Night)

and.......

Can you spot me??

Okay, see the clue from the picture below..

Melissa (my sis) and yours truly, ;) Taking pic inside the USM bus

I wore all black, straight hair, and urm, they said I followed Rihanna's style?? Honestly, I am not a big fan of Rihanna, but asal dia famous, I don't mind being her clone for one night. hehe.. ;)
I mean, I was not the one who chose this fashion. Actually, my sis was my stylist for the night.
And huh~she got the idea to style me up from Rihanna's fashion. Minus the umbrella of course.


My sis and her boyfriend (Ah Fook),and guess what?His name is Wong Tian Fook, and cut it short, become WTF.
Man, I pity him because people take the chance to curse while calling his name.. (-_-)

Okay, so our party was held at Naza Hotel, Penang, somewhere near the beach, but not facing the seaside.. URm, sorry no picture to prove this statement, but come to Penang and see for yourself if you doubt me.

Now, let the night begins.

One of the earliest performance a song performance by the penyanyi jemputan dari Engineering Campus. Future engineers discovering their artistic side.. Hmm..
They performed two songs, forgot the songs' title because too syok drinking the soup, our second dish that time.

I only know the one in the middle is Jude.The two guys yang syok menyanyi beside him, no lo se.

Then, there were performance by ex-Exco members. Such a fun and sporting performance by the ex-Excos.. Two thumbs up!!
While I was concentrating to eat the pineapple fried rice (yummy!!), suddenly the MC called on the juniors to go onstage to perform *cough* and I ignored the call, but later had to go onstage cause have to beri muka (yang hodoh ini).. tsk.. tsk..

Rihanna, eh, no lah, that's me (left) with Marcella (Mulan of the night) and Meredith (Rosalinda of the night)
This masquerade night turned into celebrity nite pulak!! :P

Look how much kayu and static I looked compared to the two divas beside me..
[Admiring Marcella and Meredith..] (*=*)
I was extremely embarassed that time because my voice could not come up.
URggh!! URggh!! Struggling to raise my voice but failed.
Well, I could follow Rihanna's fashion style but in terms of voice, sorry bebeh!!

After performance..

(cis, this post become cacat cause I accidentally deleted one pic here while I want to edit.. tsk.. tsk..)


Ei, ei where is everybody??

Oh, patutla nobody. Cause they are all taking position to pose in front of camera. Okay, so I pun tak mau kalah.. ;)

I joined the seniors to take photos with masks. Have to make full use of the masks cause this was the only chance to wear them..

Come on girls!! Show our masks off!!

After the party, modelicious moment.. Have to make full use of the attires and masks we wore cause not everytime can wear them.. So have to immortalize the moment inside photos... ;)


Mellisa (centre) being sandwiched between Chua sisters.. ;)

After that, we were camwhoring all through the night... (Yawn~)

Oh what a madilicious night.. Hope the next year we will have something fun and creative like this again.. But with sufficient food, of course..!! (I was quite hungry after the party..)


Still want to upload some pics but that's enough for tonight.. Remember, assignment first..!!

While waiting for the Masquerade Pics..

Ok, so I'm not going to blog about my party last night today because I had not take the photos from my sister, and I can only upload the pictures when I am in the library. So for today, I have something else to talk about. I did not attend the morning Mass, because we came back quite late to the hostel, around 1 am something in the morning.. [yawn~] So me and my seniors went to the evening Mass today at St Francis Xavier Church. I love going to St Francis Xavier Church compared to the Our Lady of Sorrows church because of the better choice of hymns by the choir and also the feelings that I felt while in the church. There are more churchy feeling here compared to OLS Church.

So, as usual, after completing the Sunday Mass service, we went to dine at Prangin Mall. Today was different because my sister did not join us. She was ill, so I joined my seniors, which consist of Angel, Xiao Yen and Stephanie (my peer in age). Well, after finishing our dinner, we went to the bus station and we took the rapid bus (oh yeah). And oh, the service was good, but the other annoying thing was that, there were three annoying passengers inside the bus, which consists of three guys. Among the three guys, there was this particular guy who was the cheekiest and ugliest being that I'd ever seen(I am not exaggerating). He was like, purposely leaned near me and my senior when we stood inside the bus. So, to escape from being the free victim of this cheeky monkey, we adjusted our position to the other pole and bubbye leany monkey. So, there was this particular young girl who reached her destination, and she kind of passed in front of the cheeky monkey. The cheeky monkey, could not control himself, kept asking the girl, "Amoi, nak pergi mana nih?" and at the same time his hand was like touching the side of her waist. He kept repeating the question while the other hand touching the side of her waist. Wa lao eh~!!! I was quite shocked that time. How come he molested (I consider this molesting!!) the girl in front of us all?? Biadab bedebah bedeboi dan semua yang sewaktu dengannya!!!!! He thought he could do anything just because he's not local?? He thought he could get away with anything just because he's not local and if he's being reported, he would just simply say we locals are prejudice of people from his country... @#%&*!!!!

Okay, but after that, there were some intervention from the bus's atmosphere. We smelt something funny. Somebody let go the gas. In silence, but with odour. Haha. Ambik kau!! Maybe somebody kentut for you, cheeky monkey, but unfortunately, the other passengers, like muah, was suffering along but we could bear with the smell. At least a personal satisfaction from us towards the cheeky monkey, because he had to use his gatai hand to cover his nose instead of simply touching other people's sensitive places. Muahahahaha!!!

But that was not enough. Somebody as cheeky as him deserved to be punished in a more critical way rather than just a smelling a simple smelly gas. Ada lori, ada bas, ada hari, ada balas!! Haih, why ah, if use Milan, got something wrong with the bus's service, and with Rapid, got something wrong with the other passenger. Waiya!! Next time, there should be a sensor for Cheekimeter before anyone passenger can go inside the bus. This is for the safety of the humanity, especially for the females.

Okay, so ladies, I guess, from my story here, I found a tip to escape being the victim of cheeky monkey @ cheap molestor while using a public transport. Kentutlah sepuasnya, and then they (the cheeky passengers) will keep their distance from you. ;)

While waiting for the Masquerade Pics..

Ok, so I'm not going to blog about my party last night today because I had not take the photos from my sister, and I can only upload the pictures when I am in the library. So for today, I have something else to talk about. I did not attend the morning Mass, because we came back quite late to the hostel, around 1 am something in the morning.. [yawn~] So me and my seniors went to the evening Mass today at St Francis Xavier Church. I love going to St Francis Xavier Church compared to the Our Lady of Sorrows church because of the better choice of hymns by the choir and also the feelings that I felt while in the church. There are more churchy feeling here compared to OLS Church.

So, as usual, after completing the Sunday Mass service, we went to dine at Prangin Mall. Today was different because my sister did not join us. She was ill, so I joined my seniors, which consist of Angel, Xiao Yen and Stephanie (my peer in age). Well, after finishing our dinner, we went to the bus station and we took the rapid bus (oh yeah). And oh, the service was good, but the other annoying thing was that, there were three annoying passengers inside the bus, which consists of three guys. Among the three guys, there was this particular guy who was the cheekiest and ugliest being that I'd ever seen(I am not exaggerating). He was like, purposely leaned near me and my senior when we stood inside the bus. So, to escape from being the free victim of this cheeky monkey, we adjusted our position to the other pole and bubbye leany monkey. So, there was this particular young girl who reached her destination, and she kind of passed in front of the cheeky monkey. The cheeky monkey, could not control himself, kept asking the girl, "Amoi, nak pergi mana nih?" and at the same time his hand was like touching the side of her waist. He kept repeating the question while the other hand touching the side of her waist. Wa lao eh~!!! I was quite shocked that time. How come he molested (I consider this molesting!!) the girl in front of us all?? Biadab bedebah bedeboi dan semua yang sewaktu dengannya!!!!! He thought he could do anything just because he's not local?? He thought he could get away with anything just because he's not local and if he's being reported, he would just simply say we locals are prejudice of people from his country... @#%&*!!!!

Okay, but after that, there were some intervention from the bus's atmosphere. We smelt something funny. Somebody let go the gas. In silence, but with odour. Haha. Ambik kau!! Maybe somebody kentut for you, cheeky monkey, but unfortunately, the other passengers, like muah, was suffering along but we could bear with the smell. At least a personal satisfaction from us towards the cheeky monkey, because he had to use his gatai hand to cover his nose instead of simply touching other people's sensitive places. Muahahahaha!!!

But that was not enough. Somebody as cheeky as him deserved to be punished in a more critical way rather than just a smelling a simple smelly gas. Ada lori, ada bas, ada hari, ada balas!! Haih, why ah, if use Milan, got something wrong with the bus's service, and with Rapid, got something wrong with the other passenger. Waiya!! Next time, there should be a sensor for Cheekimeter before anyone passenger can go inside the bus. This is for the safety of the humanity, especially for the females.

Okay, so ladies, I guess, from my story here, I found a tip to escape being the victim of cheeky monkey @ cheap molestor while using a public transport. Kentutlah sepuasnya, and then they (the cheeky passengers) will keep their distance from you. ;)

Yellow Car Ferrari F430 Scuderia Spider 16M.

Novitec Rosso has a new tuning programme for the Ferrari F430 Scuderia Spider 16M. Ferrari will be making only 499 units of the 16M and just in case some potential customers aren't satisfied, Novitec Rosso reckons it has the answer. Pictured here is the Novitec Rosso Scuderia Spider 16M but with notably more bite.

The tuner known for getting more out of standard Ferraris has fitted twin superchargers to the 16M. Power should be up by an estimated 186hp (139kW) on the factory model to 696hp (519kW). In comparison the stock vehicle's V8 has a maximum power output of 510hp (380kW). It will push the car from 0 - 100km/h in 3.7 seconds and let it go as fast as 315km/h (196mph). Therefore it would be fair to assume the more powerful Novitec car will outsprint and ultimately outrun a normal F430 16M Scuderia Spider.

Judging from these initial pictures it appears that Novitec has not changed the exterior looks too much. The only alterations that really stand out are the darkened rear lights and of course custom painted NF3 wheels.

Tonight's The Nite!!

Well, I'm not talking about the Earth Hour Night, but

Ta-daa!!

Masquerade Night!!

So, obviously, I could not participate in the Earth Hour Night because I am going to attend a Masquerade party tonight (CUS club farewell party) and who turned off electricity during a party, right? But the positive thing is, I am participating in this Earth Hour indirectly because when I go to the party, that automatically means I am switching off the lights in my hostel... ;)
Which means I am not violating the Earth Hour Night too, right?
Bijak, kan.. No compromise here.. ;)

If I don't go to the party, well, the lights at the party's location will still be turned on whether I'm there or not, so better be there than be at my hostel where the lights will be switched off automatically by the university's administration from 9 pm to 10 pm.

Besides, I am the one who always switched off my lights when sleeping, even when my room mate's not here. Though sometimes I am scared of the dark, I switched off the lights too. See how much I am pro in switching off the lights?? I switched the lights off more than one hour if you wana accumulate them, so don't see me as a criminal for attending a party tonight.
(Wana feel less guilty for not participating directly in the earth's hour)

Okay, so happy switching off the lights to you guys and happy masquerade night to me..
;)

Tonight's The Nite!!

Well, I'm not talking about the Earth Hour Night, but

Ta-daa!!

Masquerade Night!!

So, obviously, I could not participate in the Earth Hour Night because I am going to attend a Masquerade party tonight (CUS club farewell party) and who turned off electricity during a party, right? But the positive thing is, I am participating in this Earth Hour indirectly because when I go to the party, that automatically means I am switching off the lights in my hostel... ;)
Which means I am not violating the Earth Hour Night too, right?
Bijak, kan.. No compromise here.. ;)

If I don't go to the party, well, the lights at the party's location will still be turned on whether I'm there or not, so better be there than be at my hostel where the lights will be switched off automatically by the university's administration from 9 pm to 10 pm.

Besides, I am the one who always switched off my lights when sleeping, even when my room mate's not here. Though sometimes I am scared of the dark, I switched off the lights too. See how much I am pro in switching off the lights?? I switched the lights off more than one hour if you wana accumulate them, so don't see me as a criminal for attending a party tonight.
(Wana feel less guilty for not participating directly in the earth's hour)

Okay, so happy switching off the lights to you guys and happy masquerade night to me..
;)

We Better Think About It Deeply..

Today, I had the intuition to attend the SHE lecture since my sister, seniors and me did not attend the Station of the Cross service today. The SHE lecture today (I can't believe I'm saying this) was more interesting than the previous SHE lectures that I attended. I am not in the position to compare it with the all the previous lectures because I've been skipping SHE lectures a lot.

Well, today's SHE lecture was more interactive. The lecturer (who happened to be doing lecture at KL right before lecturing at our university) asked us whether the SHE project that we've done really contribute in creating relation among ethnics? Well, honestly, of course not really. I mean, most of the title of the projects were like dancing, food (ahem), and we just need to know merely the identity. But we did not really done a research how the things can contribute in creating relation among races. Urm, excuse me on my previous statement, thinking back, I think that those things like dance and food stuff did create relation among races, but we did not see the process how the relations among races are done. I mean, yeah, how does Indian food (which my group is doing ) help to create relation among races? Okay, let's see. Non-Indian like Chinese and Malay do visit the Indian stall and Indian cafe due to they want to eat Indian food. By ordering and communicating with the cafe's owner and workers which are of course, Indians, then the interaction happened.

But by knowing all these things, the other more serious aspects concerning special rights (hak istimewa) and things like economical status would simply be tolerated just by knowing about other's culture which is not really relevant to solving the tension among ethnics? Yeah, I agree that by knowing about other's culture, we can understand the practise more. But the problem is that, the tension among races do not occur merely because we are different, but it's because we are treated differently. He said that "Sebenarnya kaum bukan Bumiputera tidak mempersoalkan tentang hak istimewa kaum Melayu, tetapi mereka mempersoalkan tentang hak mereka sendiri yang telah dijanjikan". He said that, of course, the hak istimewa thingy is not the real problem since the non-Bumiputera had agreed to that - it's just that the promise for their own rights which they are not satisfied with because the promise had not really been kept.

So, does the SHE project really help in creating relation among ethnics and races? Hmm, my answer is 30%. How bout you?

We Better Think About It Deeply..

Today, I had the intuition to attend the SHE lecture since my sister, seniors and me did not attend the Station of the Cross service today. The SHE lecture today (I can't believe I'm saying this) was more interesting than the previous SHE lectures that I attended. I am not in the position to compare it with the all the previous lectures because I've been skipping SHE lectures a lot.

Well, today's SHE lecture was more interactive. The lecturer (who happened to be doing lecture at KL right before lecturing at our university) asked us whether the SHE project that we've done really contribute in creating relation among ethnics? Well, honestly, of course not really. I mean, most of the title of the projects were like dancing, food (ahem), and we just need to know merely the identity. But we did not really done a research how the things can contribute in creating relation among races. Urm, excuse me on my previous statement, thinking back, I think that those things like dance and food stuff did create relation among races, but we did not see the process how the relations among races are done. I mean, yeah, how does Indian food (which my group is doing ) help to create relation among races? Okay, let's see. Non-Indian like Chinese and Malay do visit the Indian stall and Indian cafe due to they want to eat Indian food. By ordering and communicating with the cafe's owner and workers which are of course, Indians, then the interaction happened.

But by knowing all these things, the other more serious aspects concerning special rights (hak istimewa) and things like economical status would simply be tolerated just by knowing about other's culture which is not really relevant to solving the tension among ethnics? Yeah, I agree that by knowing about other's culture, we can understand the practise more. But the problem is that, the tension among races do not occur merely because we are different, but it's because we are treated differently. He said that "Sebenarnya kaum bukan Bumiputera tidak mempersoalkan tentang hak istimewa kaum Melayu, tetapi mereka mempersoalkan tentang hak mereka sendiri yang telah dijanjikan". He said that, of course, the hak istimewa thingy is not the real problem since the non-Bumiputera had agreed to that - it's just that the promise for their own rights which they are not satisfied with because the promise had not really been kept.

So, does the SHE project really help in creating relation among ethnics and races? Hmm, my answer is 30%. How bout you?

Second Last Look..

Today, I am very, very happy because my group's SHE lecturer who was assigned to supervise us approved our SHE project and even included positive remarks on the project that we e-mailed her. Finally hard work paid off. But all this won't happen without my group mate who really put her efforts in this project. She was the one who really in contact with our SHE lecturer. The rest of us, me and the other two guys, were just like robots which needed our buttons to be pushed, then after that, barulah we will do our part. Yup, hehe, I am aware of my robotic behaviour.

This week is the second last week for lectures and classes. Though I am excited to leave the class and lectures, I felt a twinge of sadness to leave all the sweet memories behind. (You must think that I am kidding to be having sweet memories in class). I mean, I am lucky this semester to be taught by wonderful lecturers and teachers who really put their efforts in educating us - especially my LSP teacher, Puan Kanchana Devi and not to forget my LKM teacher, Cik Aida Shuhaida. I like the interactive atmosphere in their classes. Both teachers, obviously are of different races from me. They had their own specialties, and both were really talented teacher though their style of teachings were different. Though at first in my LSP class, I did not have any acquaintences because most of them were seniors, finally, I adapted to my LSP class and began to interact with them. They were sporting too, and thoughtful. Last week, after my LSP teacher left the class, two of my LSP classmates, seniors Hafiza and Wan Shing, collected money from us to buy Ferrero Roche chocolates for our beloved teacher. Unfortunately, the same thing could not be applied in my LKM class because, er, hehe, when I asked the some of the LKM classmates about it, and some of them were like "Need meh??" But my friend, Mei Ling, assured me that if we want to, we can do it among the three of us only. [Sniff sniff, so touched at her gesture... :)] I am very touched by that, but at the same time, I mean, it's better if we the whole class give her something to let her know that the whole Kumpulan 47 really appreciate her. She had really sacrificed a lot for us. I'd been a teacher too, a lousy one, but still it took a lot of efforts. I know the feeling of worries about the students' performance. And I guess, a good teacher like both of them must have done a lot more efforts for being able to teach effectively. Ah, do you think their salary could pay off their sacrifice? Hmmph, I hereby declare no. Big NO.

For the next week, I wish I could drink in all the memories before leaving all of these behind. If I had the nerve, I would want to apologize to both of the teachers for being a careless, superblur and impunctual student to the class, especially my LSP class. But as usual, this timid girl would not go for sentimental thingy and covered them with happy-go-lucky and what's-the-big-deal attitude. Ah, and one more thing, I want to apologize first if I could not do well in the exam, ya, all ye teachers and lecturers. (Macamlah they read this blog~)

Ok, so I wish I am going to be really healthy next week to go to my last lectures and classes. and drink in all the memories... Urm, minus TITAS and SHE? Hehe?? (nervous laugh)

Second Last Look..

Today, I am very, very happy because my group's SHE lecturer who was assigned to supervise us approved our SHE project and even included positive remarks on the project that we e-mailed her. Finally hard work paid off. But all this won't happen without my group mate who really put her efforts in this project. She was the one who really in contact with our SHE lecturer. The rest of us, me and the other two guys, were just like robots which needed our buttons to be pushed, then after that, barulah we will do our part. Yup, hehe, I am aware of my robotic behaviour.

This week is the second last week for lectures and classes. Though I am excited to leave the class and lectures, I felt a twinge of sadness to leave all the sweet memories behind. (You must think that I am kidding to be having sweet memories in class). I mean, I am lucky this semester to be taught by wonderful lecturers and teachers who really put their efforts in educating us - especially my LSP teacher, Puan Kanchana Devi and not to forget my LKM teacher, Cik Aida Shuhaida. I like the interactive atmosphere in their classes. Both teachers, obviously are of different races from me. They had their own specialties, and both were really talented teacher though their style of teachings were different. Though at first in my LSP class, I did not have any acquaintences because most of them were seniors, finally, I adapted to my LSP class and began to interact with them. They were sporting too, and thoughtful. Last week, after my LSP teacher left the class, two of my LSP classmates, seniors Hafiza and Wan Shing, collected money from us to buy Ferrero Roche chocolates for our beloved teacher. Unfortunately, the same thing could not be applied in my LKM class because, er, hehe, when I asked the some of the LKM classmates about it, and some of them were like "Need meh??" But my friend, Mei Ling, assured me that if we want to, we can do it among the three of us only. [Sniff sniff, so touched at her gesture... :)] I am very touched by that, but at the same time, I mean, it's better if we the whole class give her something to let her know that the whole Kumpulan 47 really appreciate her. She had really sacrificed a lot for us. I'd been a teacher too, a lousy one, but still it took a lot of efforts. I know the feeling of worries about the students' performance. And I guess, a good teacher like both of them must have done a lot more efforts for being able to teach effectively. Ah, do you think their salary could pay off their sacrifice? Hmmph, I hereby declare no. Big NO.

For the next week, I wish I could drink in all the memories before leaving all of these behind. If I had the nerve, I would want to apologize to both of the teachers for being a careless, superblur and impunctual student to the class, especially my LSP class. But as usual, this timid girl would not go for sentimental thingy and covered them with happy-go-lucky and what's-the-big-deal attitude. Ah, and one more thing, I want to apologize first if I could not do well in the exam, ya, all ye teachers and lecturers. (Macamlah they read this blog~)

Ok, so I wish I am going to be really healthy next week to go to my last lectures and classes. and drink in all the memories... Urm, minus TITAS and SHE? Hehe?? (nervous laugh)

"No Lo Se!!" and Crossing Fingers Twice....

It's funny how the Spanish Word "No Lo Se" which means "I don't know" can be seen as a positive statement if we combine the word "Lo" and "Se" to become one new word, and this phrase can stated as "No Lose" ( Tidak kalah..) Yay!! Lol.. I know, lame right? Well, I was quite worried about my Spanish test that I sat for just now because I was clueless about most of the questions there. If want to goreng, sorry, I did not have the kung fu or skill to goreng in Spanish. Huhu~ Just hope that I could pass or at least get a B in my Spanish test which I sat today.. [-_-]

Today, I was quite happy because my group mate and I FINALLY finished our SHE 101 project. But (crossing fingers) our lecturer who supervised us had not approve our final report yet, so there's kind of 50-50 chance of redoing back our project again, which I do not have the intention or willingness to do again. My group mate/friend had done her best and sacrificed a lot for this project (She was lack of sleep just because of this), so I hope nothing is going to take away our happy hour tonight.. Touch wood, I mean Happy HourS.. Not hour only.. (Talking about the lecturer who supervised us, long life, she just called me up while I am blogging.. woo hoo!! She assured that she'll take a look at our report and reply my e-mail by tomorrow.. Yay! Cross double fingers)

So, yawning fully, I hereby want to do my laundry that had been mounting up in my room.. ;)

"No Lo Se!!" and Crossing Fingers Twice....

It's funny how the Spanish Word "No Lo Se" which means "I don't know" can be seen as a positive statement if we combine the word "Lo" and "Se" to become one new word, and this phrase can stated as "No Lose" ( Tidak kalah..) Yay!! Lol.. I know, lame right? Well, I was quite worried about my Spanish test that I sat for just now because I was clueless about most of the questions there. If want to goreng, sorry, I did not have the kung fu or skill to goreng in Spanish. Huhu~ Just hope that I could pass or at least get a B in my Spanish test which I sat today.. [-_-]

Today, I was quite happy because my group mate and I FINALLY finished our SHE 101 project. But (crossing fingers) our lecturer who supervised us had not approve our final report yet, so there's kind of 50-50 chance of redoing back our project again, which I do not have the intention or willingness to do again. My group mate/friend had done her best and sacrificed a lot for this project (She was lack of sleep just because of this), so I hope nothing is going to take away our happy hour tonight.. Touch wood, I mean Happy HourS.. Not hour only.. (Talking about the lecturer who supervised us, long life, she just called me up while I am blogging.. woo hoo!! She assured that she'll take a look at our report and reply my e-mail by tomorrow.. Yay! Cross double fingers)

So, yawning fully, I hereby want to do my laundry that had been mounting up in my room.. ;)

Madness Makes My Brain Go Round-Round to other Irrelevant Things

I had rejected my sister's invitation to dine with her for two days in a row. Wa lao eh~ Sorry, sis.. Did not do this on purpose. Got lots of work to do..
And I had my LSP interview this morning. Thank God it was over.. Yay!
I don't really care what the result will be cause I have other things to worry about now..

MAD WORRY LIST
1) SHE project

2) HXE (ASS)ignments

3) Semantic online task

4) How I'm gonna lose my pimples for the upcoming masquerade party this Saturday if I keep getting not enough sleep? (-_-) [yawning~]

5) Do I need to repeat my History paper cause it was one of my TERAS and I got a D for it?
(Cis, I thought my History is history already!!)

6) Not to forget my Spanish test tomorrow which I haven't even start my revision?
(No lo se!!)

7) And LSP listening test this Thursday? (Remind me to korek telinga.. wuwu~)

8) I have a mountain of laundries which I haven't wash...
(Mama, please come to Penang *battling eyelashes*)

By the way, our LSP teacher was kind of asked us this interesting question
"If you were given a chance to read someone's personal diary, whose would it be?"

The answers from my classmates were, future husband [which I also thought about ;) ]
Adolf Hitler's diary [gerenti 18 SG punya diary cause so many violence caused by him]
God's diary [no comment], and also siblings' diary.
And guess what my answer was? Hehe..
It was a priest's diary..
I wanted to read the private diary of a priest because I want to look at the daily lives of a person who's more into the spiritual outlook than the worldly outlook..
Besides, I added that time, by reading the diary of a priest, I can know the secrets of other people too because people go to confess their sins to a priest, so a priest's private diary is like the key to every other secrets especially the nasty secrets.. ;)

The second question that my LSP teacher asked us was that among the four given adjectives,
"Intelligent, happy, rich, famous"
Which one would we choose?

Majority of the answers were intelligent. The reasons given by my classmates were that if we are intelligent, the other 3 aspects will come eventually (which I really agree with) and some mentioned about world domination, and some mentioned about gaining respects from others.
Well, my answer was intelligence too.

The reason why I chose intelligence was that, intelligence was the only thing that is permanent.
Fame does not last long because every famous people has their own fame time.
Riches, of course, is not long lasting too because money and possessions will finish eventually.
Happiness too, unfortunately, is temporary because we cannot be happy all the time. If you disagree with me, let me ask you, when you lost someone you love, doesn't it hurt you?
That's what I felt when I lost my grandmother when I was eight, and the sad feeling of loss was experienced everytime when my cat went away or dead. (-_-)

Well, intelligence on the other hand, sticks with us, and stays permanent with us.
So, I guess, being intelligent is the safest option among the four choices.
As mentioned by my classmates, being intelligent can promise us the other 3 aspects but none of the other can promise us to be intelligent.

Updated, on the same day: Err, I guess I forgot my super important file in the library.. (Which contains my Spanish workbook and notes!! Wuwu~ )

Madness Makes My Brain Go Round-Round to other Irrelevant Things

I had rejected my sister's invitation to dine with her for two days in a row. Wa lao eh~ Sorry, sis.. Did not do this on purpose. Got lots of work to do..
And I had my LSP interview this morning. Thank God it was over.. Yay!
I don't really care what the result will be cause I have other things to worry about now..

MAD WORRY LIST
1) SHE project

2) HXE (ASS)ignments

3) Semantic online task

4) How I'm gonna lose my pimples for the upcoming masquerade party this Saturday if I keep getting not enough sleep? (-_-) [yawning~]

5) Do I need to repeat my History paper cause it was one of my TERAS and I got a D for it?
(Cis, I thought my History is history already!!)

6) Not to forget my Spanish test tomorrow which I haven't even start my revision?
(No lo se!!)

7) And LSP listening test this Thursday? (Remind me to korek telinga.. wuwu~)

8) I have a mountain of laundries which I haven't wash...
(Mama, please come to Penang *battling eyelashes*)

By the way, our LSP teacher was kind of asked us this interesting question
"If you were given a chance to read someone's personal diary, whose would it be?"

The answers from my classmates were, future husband [which I also thought about ;) ]
Adolf Hitler's diary [gerenti 18 SG punya diary cause so many violence caused by him]
God's diary [no comment], and also siblings' diary.
And guess what my answer was? Hehe..
It was a priest's diary..
I wanted to read the private diary of a priest because I want to look at the daily lives of a person who's more into the spiritual outlook than the worldly outlook..
Besides, I added that time, by reading the diary of a priest, I can know the secrets of other people too because people go to confess their sins to a priest, so a priest's private diary is like the key to every other secrets especially the nasty secrets.. ;)

The second question that my LSP teacher asked us was that among the four given adjectives,
"Intelligent, happy, rich, famous"
Which one would we choose?

Majority of the answers were intelligent. The reasons given by my classmates were that if we are intelligent, the other 3 aspects will come eventually (which I really agree with) and some mentioned about world domination, and some mentioned about gaining respects from others.
Well, my answer was intelligence too.

The reason why I chose intelligence was that, intelligence was the only thing that is permanent.
Fame does not last long because every famous people has their own fame time.
Riches, of course, is not long lasting too because money and possessions will finish eventually.
Happiness too, unfortunately, is temporary because we cannot be happy all the time. If you disagree with me, let me ask you, when you lost someone you love, doesn't it hurt you?
That's what I felt when I lost my grandmother when I was eight, and the sad feeling of loss was experienced everytime when my cat went away or dead. (-_-)

Well, intelligence on the other hand, sticks with us, and stays permanent with us.
So, I guess, being intelligent is the safest option among the four choices.
As mentioned by my classmates, being intelligent can promise us the other 3 aspects but none of the other can promise us to be intelligent.

Updated, on the same day: Err, I guess I forgot my super important file in the library.. (Which contains my Spanish workbook and notes!! Wuwu~ )

Sport based on the Range Rover Sport. Project Kahn Cosworth 300

What you see in the photos is a true masterpiece, which takes the luxury 4�4 to the next stage! The new kit for the Range Rover Sport, designed by Project Kahn and Cosworth, includes a new front spoiler, a Cosworth handcrafted mesh front grille and side vents, new side sills, side steps, stainless steel side bars that will only fit with side steps, new rear roof spoiler, a Cosworth rear valance and a lower boot spoiler.

At the interior we find blue illuminated instrument dials, stainless steel door sill plates engraved with Cosworth logo, a new set of Cosworth aluminium foot pedals with black rubber grips, perforated Nappa leather interior with white stitching including front and rear seats, headrest, centre seat arm rest, front and rear door grabs, centre glove box, perforated gear knob and Cosworth leather or Alcantara hand stitched steering wheel.


Also a rear multimedia kit was installed including twin 7� flat face flush mounted Alpine screens with Cosworth screen saver, multi-region dvd player and twin Phillips cordless headphones, as well as a new push start button, new iPod connection, head-up display unit showing both mph or km/h, colour reversing camera with integrated tv screen in the dashboard or, as an option, front and rear parking camera.For better handling a new Cosworth fully adjustable electronic module was added while under the hood the engine received a Cosworth 300 engine upgrade, a carbon-fiber engine cover and a new stainless steel exhaust silencer. The kit is completed by the new 22 inch multispoke wheels wrapped in 285�35x22� tires. Of course, everything has a price and for a standard customization program from Project Kahn you have to pay �70,000 ($116,118 or �89,142) while for a fully customized vehicle with every option installed you have to pay �122,226 ($202,758 or �155,684).

Prepare to be ME..

Tomorrow is my interview day... Have to put on things I hate like make up and stuff, wear high heels and wear kebaya. But the important thing is, how should I carry myself? And one more thing, should I take the bus or walk to the Language Centre? Cause I don't want to run into some familiar faces while wearing kebaya and high heels, carrying a handbag and a file.

I had a really bad experience with interview. My last interview happened when I was 18 years old, and the previous night before that interview, I did not prepare for the interview because I was so fanatic with Akademi Fantasia season 4. (Thanks to Amirul ~ roll eyes)
I even had no idea to talk about myself at that time.. (-_-)
Man~ I hope history won't repeat itself again tomorrow.

Aii, I guess this is the shortest post ever.. ;) Wish me luck!!

Prepare to be ME..

Tomorrow is my interview day... Have to put on things I hate like make up and stuff, wear high heels and wear kebaya. But the important thing is, how should I carry myself? And one more thing, should I take the bus or walk to the Language Centre? Cause I don't want to run into some familiar faces while wearing kebaya and high heels, carrying a handbag and a file.

I had a really bad experience with interview. My last interview happened when I was 18 years old, and the previous night before that interview, I did not prepare for the interview because I was so fanatic with Akademi Fantasia season 4. (Thanks to Amirul ~ roll eyes)
I even had no idea to talk about myself at that time.. (-_-)
Man~ I hope history won't repeat itself again tomorrow.

Aii, I guess this is the shortest post ever.. ;) Wish me luck!!

Toyota FT-HS Concept.

Words are being exchanged in the motoring fraternity that Japanese-based auto maker, Toyota is planning to produce a hybrid coupe, which will share the same powertrain as the Toyota Prius hybrid vehicle. The hybrid is said to carry over certain design cues from the Toyota FT-HS Concept which was previewed at Detroit 2007.

According to Auto Express, Toyota will dub the hybrid coupe as the MR2, and that the environmentally friendly compact coupe will feature a rear wheel drive setup with a paddle shift transmission. The British-based magazine also revealed that Toyota�s executive vice president Masatami Takimoto mentioned that the auto maker understands that people in the U.K and Europe are very fond of the MR2, and the company is developing small hybrid sports car.

The coupe is expected to also offer excellent handling characteristics with improved aerodynamic efficiency and if it goes into production, we can expect a price point that would hover over the GBP 20,000 figure. It is also speculated that the hybrid coupe would be able to hit the 100 km/h mark in 7 seconds, while returning an impressive 60 miles to the gallon.

2020 Hyundai City Car Concept.

Nicolas Stone, a recent graduate from the College of Creative Studies has designed the concept you see above, dubbed as the 2020 City Car Concept with the help of Korean-based auto maker, Hyundai.

Featuring a naturalist theme, the futuristic 2020 Hyundai City Car Concept seems to feature a front end that looks a little like the Mitsubishi i MiEV.

The �green� theme can also be seen in the airy interior, with a design that mimics �leaves growing off a stem�. Electricity is obtained via transparent solar panels mounted on the car that will then channel electricity into a water tank to split hydrogen molecules from oxygen molecules (Hydroxene anyone?). Just like a plant, the eco-friendly car uses stored hydrogen to power to vehicle while oxygen is released into the atmosphere (this is the plant part). This method is in fact called �artificial photosynthesis�.

Mazda Refreshed 2010 CX-7 And CX-9 Models.

Japanese-based auto maker Mazda will attend next month�s New York Auto Show with the facelifted Mazda CX-7 and Mazda CX-9 models. The refreshed CX-7 has received a slightly updated exterior as well as a restyled interior. Most importantly, Mazda has added a new engine option, the naturally aspirated 2.5 liter DOHC 16-valve MZR four-cylinder, that is mated to a 5 speed automatic transmission, while the current 2.3 liter MZR with Direct Injection Spark Ignition will still be offered.

The seven-seater, three-row crossover Mazda CX-9 (RM 287,204.60 - 3.7L model related to the Lincoln MKX and Ford Edge) now also comes with an improved exterior and interior design, with added options and reinforced safety features.

The New Look and Other Short Stories...

Today, I woke up early, but today, I had a hard time choosing my outfit so that it could go well with my new hairstyle. Well, yes, I cut my hair yesterday afternoon, accompanied by my friend, Susanna at "O Hair Saloon" (which was spelled salon at the billboard). And guess what, the hairstylist was quite laser-tongued. Waiseh~I know I had a funny-shaped head but what can I do about it? I know what I can do about it, go to the hair saloon (which I was doing) cut my hair with quite a round shape at the back to normalize my funny head. Though maybe my funny head shape was due to my wrong sleeping style when I was a baby, what, can a baby know what is the effect of wrong sleeping style? By the way, don't baby prefer comfort more to appearance?

Well, the thing about my experience at the hair saloon was that, the hairstylist was honest, which by the way is a good thing, but he was honest in a harsh way. I am a customer what, I am not here for a free haircut. When Susanna asked him to cut my hair nicely, he told her that since my hair was already not nice and messy, there is no worry about that, and he can simply cut my hair, and it will still be more beautiful than my hair that time. Wa lao eh~ Though I find it amusing, and I damn know that my hair was such a mess, I think that it was kind of inappropriate. If I had a beautiful hair that time, why the crap should I go to the hair saloon? Isn't hair saloon a place for hair makeover? And one more thing which I quite agree with him was that, my hair is very oily. I did not put the oil on purpose, but that was the natural oil coming out of my hair due to the conditioner I used on my hair. He asked me not to use the hair-conditioner anymore and that was the only positiveness that he was showing towards me. After that, that was the end of the episode on my new look from the saloon.

The other thing was that, which is another story, was that I am quite regretful that I did not really connect myself with my close friend. Yesterday, I just know from a friend that my close friend lost her father when she was younger, and I took for granted that both her parents still alive. How can I overlook this one. But the thing was that, my friend kept insisting that she already told me last semester and I was quite sure that she never tell me before, because this is something so sensitive, of course I would remember, don't I? Unless, I lose my memory, which in this case, so out of the way. So, that was not the point. The point here is that, how can I be so NOT observant. No wonder she always talk to her mother, but not her father. I was so busy mentioning about study stuff with her until I overlooked the personal side, which by the way, is so important. So, we kinda made pinkies that we would share our problems and personal stories with each other. :" I am so sorry, my friend, for neglecting the personal bond we should have.

The thing about today was that, it was my senior's ( senior in year, but peer in age,) birthday!! This senior (Stephanie) is a really happy-go-lucky and a person with a great joking skill. She can joke about anything and make you ROFL. The moment she saw my new haircut was that, she said I am wearing a helmet. :D Though being the subject of the joke, I couldn't help laughing. We surprised her at McDonald, and took some pictures there. Too bad I don't have the pictures with me, but I would upload it in the future if I go to the library or when I already get the pictures from my sis.. We were trying to surprise her, and it worked. Woo hoo! She actually thought that we were treating her birthday like any normal day because we did mention about her birthday, but we just buat selamba.. By the way, the movie we watched at the cinema today was kinda nice, "Race to Witch Mountain". Wow, the dialogues were funny.. I recommend this movie to be watched, and oh, the Shopaholic movie is coming soon on April, I can't wait.. I am already a number one fan of Isla Fisher.. ;)

Ah, I still have assignments to rush, so the end of the short-long stories.. ;)

The New Look and Other Short Stories...

Today, I woke up early, but today, I had a hard time choosing my outfit so that it could go well with my new hairstyle. Well, yes, I cut my hair yesterday afternoon, accompanied by my friend, Susanna at "O Hair Saloon" (which was spelled salon at the billboard). And guess what, the hairstylist was quite laser-tongued. Waiseh~I know I had a funny-shaped head but what can I do about it? I know what I can do about it, go to the hair saloon (which I was doing) cut my hair with quite a round shape at the back to normalize my funny head. Though maybe my funny head shape was due to my wrong sleeping style when I was a baby, what, can a baby know what is the effect of wrong sleeping style? By the way, don't baby prefer comfort more to appearance?

Well, the thing about my experience at the hair saloon was that, the hairstylist was honest, which by the way is a good thing, but he was honest in a harsh way. I am a customer what, I am not here for a free haircut. When Susanna asked him to cut my hair nicely, he told her that since my hair was already not nice and messy, there is no worry about that, and he can simply cut my hair, and it will still be more beautiful than my hair that time. Wa lao eh~ Though I find it amusing, and I damn know that my hair was such a mess, I think that it was kind of inappropriate. If I had a beautiful hair that time, why the crap should I go to the hair saloon? Isn't hair saloon a place for hair makeover? And one more thing which I quite agree with him was that, my hair is very oily. I did not put the oil on purpose, but that was the natural oil coming out of my hair due to the conditioner I used on my hair. He asked me not to use the hair-conditioner anymore and that was the only positiveness that he was showing towards me. After that, that was the end of the episode on my new look from the saloon.

The other thing was that, which is another story, was that I am quite regretful that I did not really connect myself with my close friend. Yesterday, I just know from a friend that my close friend lost her father when she was younger, and I took for granted that both her parents still alive. How can I overlook this one. But the thing was that, my friend kept insisting that she already told me last semester and I was quite sure that she never tell me before, because this is something so sensitive, of course I would remember, don't I? Unless, I lose my memory, which in this case, so out of the way. So, that was not the point. The point here is that, how can I be so NOT observant. No wonder she always talk to her mother, but not her father. I was so busy mentioning about study stuff with her until I overlooked the personal side, which by the way, is so important. So, we kinda made pinkies that we would share our problems and personal stories with each other. :" I am so sorry, my friend, for neglecting the personal bond we should have.

The thing about today was that, it was my senior's ( senior in year, but peer in age,) birthday!! This senior (Stephanie) is a really happy-go-lucky and a person with a great joking skill. She can joke about anything and make you ROFL. The moment she saw my new haircut was that, she said I am wearing a helmet. :D Though being the subject of the joke, I couldn't help laughing. We surprised her at McDonald, and took some pictures there. Too bad I don't have the pictures with me, but I would upload it in the future if I go to the library or when I already get the pictures from my sis.. We were trying to surprise her, and it worked. Woo hoo! She actually thought that we were treating her birthday like any normal day because we did mention about her birthday, but we just buat selamba.. By the way, the movie we watched at the cinema today was kinda nice, "Race to Witch Mountain". Wow, the dialogues were funny.. I recommend this movie to be watched, and oh, the Shopaholic movie is coming soon on April, I can't wait.. I am already a number one fan of Isla Fisher.. ;)

Ah, I still have assignments to rush, so the end of the short-long stories.. ;)

That's what I felt.. PS

Personal Note: Before I start telling my story for today, I want to correct that actually my friend whom I mentioned in the post "What's Going On" is actually under the influence of the Holy Spirit and not the disturber. It was the Holy Spirit which took him to travel around the world instead of the disturber. So, phew~ felt less worried.. ;)

I was glad yesterday.. I was glad NOT because I submitted my assignment yesterday, NOT because one test was over yesterday, NOT because I was finalized as an assistant secretary [Oh, God help me carry this cross] in my religious club, BUT because I experienced something significant yesterday -which was that my idea was mentioned and was considered during the club's meeting yesterday. I felt, oh so PS (Personal Satisfaction).. Well, I gave out the idea anonymously during the pre-AGM survey (handwritten, not verbally, as usual) and nobody knows that it was my idea except me *wink* oops, but now you do, but only through my blog.. ;) And I was satisfied because my idea was worth mentioning, though just being mentioned briefly.. I know some of you might think it's just a common thing, but for me, it's not. For someone like me (whose ideas are always being ridiculed, especially when being voiced out verbally), I think that this was a big moment of my life. I mean, though I was not acknowledged for the idea because the idea was given anonymously (I'm glad I wasn't cause my survey form contains a lot of other negative answers, wahahaha), I am personally satisfied, and could not help to let out a smile when my idea about creating a blog for my club was being mentioned. For your information, my club did not have a blog, and I (who is currently so into blogging) will naturally think out an idea like this "Why not this club has a blog which can keep the memories, the thoughts, the announcement, and the album for all these years?" At first, it was just a rough idea, but I kept elaborating my contents and thus, finally it was worth mentioning in today's AGM [Oh, satisfaction.. ;)] Well, I don't care if some of you might laugh at me for being so happy and excited for experiencing such an insignificant event like this (idea being accepted, so what? dahlah anonymously). I think this personal satisfaction about my idea being accepted that I experienced at the moment is equivalent as someone who is overjoyed to be offered a job in a job interview. Why, oh why, you might think, this event is so significant to me? As I've mentioned earlier, I'm used to people brushing off my ideas, people thinking that I'm good for nothing, people thinking me as a superblur person (this, I damn agree about this, but sometimes, I get quite annoyed when people get prejudiced at me for being blur), and people thinking I am such a dependent person (especially towards my sister). Because of all these evaluation and views towards me, I become not confident and low in self-esteem, thus leading to me stuttering behaviour when having a conversation with someone I'm not familiar with, or even with someone I'm familiar with, but I have a big gap with. In short, I guess, I'm just like a bug, an insignificant creature. But that moment, the moment my idea was mentioned, it was as if, finally, this insignificant bug is contributing something towards the club which she is usually seen as not taking the club seriously (FYI, I always arrived late for the club's meeting :").. I am happy that my idea was being considered. I hope they really make it happen and I don't mind to lend a helping hand if they want to create a blog or find someone to blog because I (though still amateur in blogging) already have an imagination what the blog will be like. ;)

PS: I was really touched that my friend was advising me, but as usual, I always follow my stupid intuition to let others step on my head.. :" (sorry to let you down~)

That's what I felt.. PS

Personal Note: Before I start telling my story for today, I want to correct that actually my friend whom I mentioned in the post "What's Going On" is actually under the influence of the Holy Spirit and not the disturber. It was the Holy Spirit which took him to travel around the world instead of the disturber. So, phew~ felt less worried.. ;)

I was glad yesterday.. I was glad NOT because I submitted my assignment yesterday, NOT because one test was over yesterday, NOT because I was finalized as an assistant secretary [Oh, God help me carry this cross] in my religious club, BUT because I experienced something significant yesterday -which was that my idea was mentioned and was considered during the club's meeting yesterday. I felt, oh so PS (Personal Satisfaction).. Well, I gave out the idea anonymously during the pre-AGM survey (handwritten, not verbally, as usual) and nobody knows that it was my idea except me *wink* oops, but now you do, but only through my blog.. ;) And I was satisfied because my idea was worth mentioning, though just being mentioned briefly.. I know some of you might think it's just a common thing, but for me, it's not. For someone like me (whose ideas are always being ridiculed, especially when being voiced out verbally), I think that this was a big moment of my life. I mean, though I was not acknowledged for the idea because the idea was given anonymously (I'm glad I wasn't cause my survey form contains a lot of other negative answers, wahahaha), I am personally satisfied, and could not help to let out a smile when my idea about creating a blog for my club was being mentioned. For your information, my club did not have a blog, and I (who is currently so into blogging) will naturally think out an idea like this "Why not this club has a blog which can keep the memories, the thoughts, the announcement, and the album for all these years?" At first, it was just a rough idea, but I kept elaborating my contents and thus, finally it was worth mentioning in today's AGM [Oh, satisfaction.. ;)] Well, I don't care if some of you might laugh at me for being so happy and excited for experiencing such an insignificant event like this (idea being accepted, so what? dahlah anonymously). I think this personal satisfaction about my idea being accepted that I experienced at the moment is equivalent as someone who is overjoyed to be offered a job in a job interview. Why, oh why, you might think, this event is so significant to me? As I've mentioned earlier, I'm used to people brushing off my ideas, people thinking that I'm good for nothing, people thinking me as a superblur person (this, I damn agree about this, but sometimes, I get quite annoyed when people get prejudiced at me for being blur), and people thinking I am such a dependent person (especially towards my sister). Because of all these evaluation and views towards me, I become not confident and low in self-esteem, thus leading to me stuttering behaviour when having a conversation with someone I'm not familiar with, or even with someone I'm familiar with, but I have a big gap with. In short, I guess, I'm just like a bug, an insignificant creature. But that moment, the moment my idea was mentioned, it was as if, finally, this insignificant bug is contributing something towards the club which she is usually seen as not taking the club seriously (FYI, I always arrived late for the club's meeting :").. I am happy that my idea was being considered. I hope they really make it happen and I don't mind to lend a helping hand if they want to create a blog or find someone to blog because I (though still amateur in blogging) already have an imagination what the blog will be like. ;)

PS: I was really touched that my friend was advising me, but as usual, I always follow my stupid intuition to let others step on my head.. :" (sorry to let you down~)