Jammed and Jumbled Mind

Today, I woke up early to practise swimming with my sister at her apartment's swimming pool. I am going to sit for my swimming test this Thursday, and yet I haven't improve breast stroke swimming style. I run out of breath easily.

After swimming at her place, I went back to my hostel though she asked me to stay till noon to have my lunch there. Actually, I would like that, but this semester, I am getting busier and busier till I have no time even to stay a little bit longer at my sister's house. And surprisingly, it was easy for me to adapt to this lifestyle, where I am less at my sister's house but more at my own hostel. I felt that I have more privacy at my hostel than at my sister's house because she had lot of housemates and I felt that everytime I am at her place, I have no mood to study but to go online. Here at my hostel and at my own room, I felt more comfortable. Though I have compromises for choosing this hostel over my sis's apartment this semester, I felt I have to do this so that I have more time studying than just idling around. I was more dependent on my sister last sem compared to this sem. And this sem, I am going to make full use of my time more. But now my mind is jammed and jumbled up while doing the introduction of my HET 123 assignment. Fuh!!

Then while making my assignment, I received a message from the vice president of the CUS club asking me to become the MC for the night because it's a tradition to have junior participating in the event. Man, I know my name is MC but I don't know how to become MC, because a) I have no experience and b) I stutter sometimes (refer to the 10 Mad things about me). And of course, I felt bad for rejecting this because I know I was like the last resort because everybody else is rejecting this offer, I am sure I am not the first to be asked to be MC, I was the second or the second last after this offer got rejected by other people. Lol.

So here I am. I am aware of my problems but when am I gonna solve it?? Blerrh!!